There are times in our lives when we feel, are sure, we are invisible. Yesterday was one of those.
I have been very involved in Church since my teens years. I have known and been known by most everyone in the Churches I was involved in. I have taught kids, teens, women's small groups and led some very successful teen quiz teams. People knew me, I worked for the Lord in His Church. I have been a Pastor's wife, again doing all of the above.
But, yesterday, after I took two of my outstanding grandchildren to their classes I was invisible. I was nobody. I walked in to the sanctuary looking for a seat. There were plenty, the crowd of Easter had retreated to their normal routine. I sat down, alone. I looked around for someone to join....pass, no one available. I invited a couple of ladies to join me as they came in, but they passed.
At greeting time, a couple of people shook my and welcomed me like I was a visitor. No, I didn't know them either. Invisible....
After a short, okay, not so short, pity party I realized. I am not invisible. God formed me. God has used me and still uses me. I don't need to sit with someone to be important and useful to God. He knows, me I know Him. Like Queen Esther, I have had my time to be an important part of God's Kingdom. Now I may not have an influence in the Church, but I have an influence none the less. I have a husband, three great children and three wonderful kids-in-law and five outstanding, wonderful, super talented grandchildren. I have a very important job. I can be invisible in Church but I am Queen Susie. I have a job to do for God.
Monday, March 31, 2008
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Another Jump
For awhile, it seems my husband and I have been sitting in neutral. Neutral, no gear, no movement. Unless backwards, as can happen in neutral. Things are getting dull. Dull and dead. Dull. dead and boring. No movement. I have known this wasn't good. I mentally told my self this wasn't good. But, I only listened and didn't act.
But, through everyday living, progress of time and the extreme generosity of family we have jumped. We now have an ipod, a digital camera, wireless network, a new laptop, and a Wii. Yes, I said a wii---much to the delight of our grandsons and son-in-laws.
So, I guess it is time for me to do another jump. Re awake my brain. I am now a blogger.
Enough said.
We will see how it goes. I will attempt not brag too much about my wonderful grandchildren. But I may expose you to countless pictures when I get advanced enough to do so. But, I intend to share devotional thots and articles often. I have missed being a pastors wife and aiding other women on the journey.
Until next time. Susie
But, through everyday living, progress of time and the extreme generosity of family we have jumped. We now have an ipod, a digital camera, wireless network, a new laptop, and a Wii. Yes, I said a wii---much to the delight of our grandsons and son-in-laws.
So, I guess it is time for me to do another jump. Re awake my brain. I am now a blogger.
Enough said.
We will see how it goes. I will attempt not brag too much about my wonderful grandchildren. But I may expose you to countless pictures when I get advanced enough to do so. But, I intend to share devotional thots and articles often. I have missed being a pastors wife and aiding other women on the journey.
Until next time. Susie
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