Friday, October 30, 2009

Where Have I Been?

Hmm-m-m...short version. I have been battling fatigue, getting only 4-6 hours of sleep a night, every night can take it's toll on you. And it has...

I see those ads on TV--"Depression--who does it hurt?" and I realize alot of what they say could be me. But I know that I am just tired. I have used up any reserve I may have had, and being as I am a 'glass half empty' person I have a harder time jump starting myself. But know the problem is half the battle, right? Does that mean I am going to get more sleep, I doubt it, my schedule hasn't changed, and for some reason I can't seem to nap when needed in my wonderful, made for me Lazy Boy.

But I am determined to try and beat it and not let it continue to control, and I will try to nap. After this is done, and that is done, and----you know how it is.

Thanks for those who have asked, I will try to get back on track. I have some wonderful pictures of our trees, our first fall owning them. Very interesting. Not totally what we expected, but exciting to watch and enjoy.